Very interesting things are beginning to happen with my body mind and spirit. Probiotics are making a real difference as well as the types of food I am consuming. While I will admit that grocery shopping and food prep is a pain..reading labels, searching the isles more carefully etc.. and adding 30 minutes of walking to my daily routine..in the end, as I sit here with almost one month into this “change”…I feel pretty good. I have reduced my sugar consumption greatly but lately, I am craving it. I am also craving empty carbs. I am eating massive amounts (for me) of fruits, veggies, fish, chicken, nuts, seeds …but never feel fulfilled or full. When I survey my fridge or cupboards…I am sorely disappointed to find nothing in it that “hits the spot”. I don’t want to get bored with choices and I surely don’t want to go back..actually CAN”T go back anymore because the more I learn about this food consumption regiment the more I understand the difference it makes in my mental and physical health.
My immediate family makes me nuts. I got some news the other day that infuriated me. I feel very disrespected. A lot of old despair, anger, intolerance and sadness swept over me. The truth is…while at work, I had made the decision to go home afterwards and drink it away. I had one drink…then found myself more interested in eating something good for myself. I never made myself another drink and while I am still reeling from family drama, I feel like my brain is far more equipped to deal with it all, thanks to the regiment I am on. I am more centered in what to be grateful for and more appreciative of what I do have.