After dealing with burnout a few years ago and an unfortunate decision to use benzodiazepines in desperation, I made my way back to feeling better and got myself off of the medication. It has been almost four months since I stopped the medication. I am now left with obesity, edema, and a negative metabolism that I did not have just 3 years ago despite exercising and very controlled diet, random and frustrating aches and pains that I must deal with when I was perfectly healthy before and a loss of my ability to write when I was once an author who blogged and wrote every day. I was once clever and now I’m challenged some days just to fight off a still too heavy work-load. It feels as if my brain will never be the same. So, I’m so grateful to find this program and all of the wonderful information here. I understand that it can take up to 9 months for the brain to begin to return to normal after benzodiazepines. I am so very hopeful that participating in the great activities here, grabbing hold of and staying close to the positive will help me make the difference that I most want. I just want the normal me back. Not obese, not overly anxious and stressed, healthy again and happy again. I know I can get there and I know I do have incredible tenacity and patience both. I’m ever hopeful all will be well again eventually.