How will I know I’m ready to get off my medication? Is there hope that I will. Which type of brain does better with medication?
Here is my story. A little over three years ago I was pregnant with my third child. At 7 month pregnant I got sudden extreme anxiety attacks with some depression. It came out of nowhere and I had no idea what to do with it. I was a strong stickler about being anti medication, but my situation was scary and I was desperate. So I got onto zoloft/seterline. At about 9 months postpartum I started to taper extremely slowly and extremely small amounts. I was still tapering a year and a half later when I got pregnant with my 4 child. I continued to taper during pregnancy for a bit then decided to hold off on tapering.
By 4 month’s pregnant I started to experience the anxiety and depression again. I was desperate again and in search of a better way, a better doctor. Not another doctor who would simply talk to me for 10 minutes and prescribe the “best” choice of meds during pregnancy.
So I was put on a waiting list to see a perinatal mood disorders specialist. I think I waited a couple of months until I got into see her. We visited for an hour or more and I took the GenoMind test. From my results it turned out that Remeron/mirtazapine would be the best medication that would work with me.
I was only prescribed 15 grams and I am 4 months postpartum and still at that dose.
How will I know if or when I can get off medication?