.THX Zoe for your interest,
below a summary of my progress this year:
… from Dec 2017 to Mar 2018 I was in a tough stage (emotions, energy level, mental clarity). I was impatiens, had irritability, was unbearable-prepared plans to live separate from my family. However seeing friends, neighbours in their divorce proceeding I hang in there. I explained to my daughter that I react to things, I wouldn’t do normally. She agreed (seeing me placing cold items from the fridge back into cupboards or dishes into the fridge). In April I started to feel improvement mentally and physically. I approached ‘my rehabilitation’ like pro-athlete, setting goal for each week ahead. By planning my schedules carefully, not overloading a day with tasks and tight turn-around times, I managed to stay more relaxed, focusing more on the task/appointment ahead. These appointments were with a vision treatment program at a concussion clinic, a functional neurologist, neurofeedback, massage and gym activities. I prepared written down feedbacks and questionaires for my doctors at the clinics( getting the most out of these appointments). Moreover it felt I am actively involved in my rehabilitation-taking the lead. Each weekend I reviewed videos online to prepare exercise sessions for the week ahead in the gym. With a written down fitness plan, I believe I was more efficient in my gym time, and today I can ‘show off’ results physically, but the biggest side effect: Mentally I am stronger and gained a positive outlook again. In my home office I placed the “Brain Fit 50 Ways to Grow Your Brain”, reading it daily, finished the book Brain Warrior and following recipes from Brain Warrior’s Way cookbook. These days I am still not prepared to meet and greet people at larger gatherings, but enjoy times with others one on one. I do reach out to others who themselves or their family member has issues relating to health, providing my experience and suggestions. Crowded spaces and driving in a busy traffic still irritates me, but I am recognizing it right away and try to find a ‘valve’ to let go at that time. Again I approach my rehabilitation planned and pro-actively. That’s why I am uncertain which way I should proceed further, if the brain assessments tells me in August one thing on activity, food, supplements and was different in June-as well different to the image(although not sharp and detailed in contrast) of a SPECT scan. (Wow, I never wrote that much on a computer screen since fall 2016).