Over the past 10 years I lost my Father to Lewy Body Dementia, my Brother passed at age 65 and I take care of my Mom who is 90, she has dementia and she broke her hip a year ago, and last but not least I helped my beloved CJ (dog) through 3 years of bladder cancer losing her to kidney failure.
My Dad taught us how to have fun and I remember laughing and being happy most of the time.
When my Dad got sick that changed and with what seemed to keep punching me every few years I feel it’s been a long time since I felt like the old “Elaine”. I have made a little progress and I do notice that I try to remain calm and more aware of this which helps. I also notice two things that make me happy again- I pretty much stopped listening to music and my entire life I was an up to date fan- I have started to listen to music and I even opened the windows on my car yesterday as it was 65 degrees here in Feb- and I sang all the way home from work. I also feel more like getting rid of things and when I do I feel great. My losing names has been better but it still happens when I’m tired, I can tell when my brain is tired which is often but it is a little better. I would like to check out what is involved in getting my testerone up a bit as it came out low and that could be part of the issue as well. All in all I think doing lots of the recommendations (the best I can with the time I have) has helped. My lab work was the best it’s been in a couple of years, not perfect but better. I feel this program has made me aware that I had a bigger problem than just being tired. I want to laugh and be light hearted again and hope I can somewhere near it. Thank you!